Ok, so I don't believe the whole story was given to you, so if you ever decide to look here, I guess I'll tell you. I didn't intentionally leave. I was just blocked. If I could, I would RP with you guys xd I can tell you the whole story via discord or something, but here is a quick runthrough.
I got a bit frustrated and called Forest an idiot. I was also misunderstood with another situation and Kat told Forest about that. After that, I tried to clear up the situation and was banned without a warning. I tried to clear it up, but it is obvious I won't be heard from. If you would like a larger, more decent explenation, let me know.
Holly sat, wondering when she would get out. She sighed and lay back down. It had been a few weeks since she had entered the lab, and she was already planning an escape. She tried to get out, but the cell stayed. Holly bounced off the edge and fell on the floor.
"Well, that didn't work... I can't imagine anything else will..."
She sat back down on the bed, sighing in anger. How had she let herself get caught? She had only tried to appeal to her friends, but doxing said otherwise. She had been grabbed by what she thought was a gang and brought here. She sat amidst her own thoughts, wondering if she'd ever get out.
Holly closed her eyes, concentrated, took in a deep breath, and became a quick whisp of particles. Within a few seconds, she was a papillon with a black head and brown markings. The rest of her was white. She barked and looked up with large, saddened eyes. She quickly shifted to a german shepherd, sat down, and became a papillon once more.
Holly bit back her embarassment. She hadn't been able to perfect her form, but she knew she had to if she wished to escape torture. She looked down, stood up, and prepared for yet another close to painful transformation. She began to transform until she reached a bear form. She was a perfect polar bear, something she thought she could never be.
'I'm higher than them, so I won't attack... I could never do that to someone.'
Holly sighed. She had finally gotten to a part of the testing that she knew. She quickly shifted into a parrot. She decided to deviate from the regular breed and became a green parrot. She knew that deviating would get her nowhere, she she changed back to a red parrot.
"You don't get it, do you? After you leave, people will come back... stick needles in me. They'll ask me to shapeshift again. And the pain doesn't go away. It dulls, but it NEVER goes away. Go ahead and leave... I can't gauruntee I'll be alive in the end. For all I know, I've only got a few days. I guess you'll never know, as I don't see you around as often. Well, the next time you see me, perhaps we could have a nicer chat. That is, if I'm not a corpse by then. Cold, stiff, dead body lying on a table, ready to be examined because she was taken against her will and forced to undergo tests..."
She prepared for the next wave of pain. It was such a shame; he had seemed so nice before, yet he turned out to be so cruel.
"Do you know how many times a day I go to that wretched room? They keep me awake when they cut me open to see how I'll respond to pain. They might numb me when they need to do something really important, but sometimes I can feel everything. They do their best to engineer their little mice perfectly. I have had so many operations. Not to mention the small rations. I swear, I'm going to need an IV tube soon..."
She laughed a bit.
"I must sound ridiculous... they think so, at least. Hey, what do I know? It's not like I have scars to prove anything anyways. Oh, wait."